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Hi guys!
I have just stopped crying and I try to calm down! I have never cried this much in my life.
I don't really want to talk about how sad this is, and all, cause I really can't handle it, and I can't describe how sad I am!
I had never though this could happen. They were the last people I would ever think would split up. they just loved music this much, it was their life! It seemed like nothing could stop them, they just loved it, they loved to be together and they just want to make all the music they could! It comes as a really really big shock for me, and I though they were in their best period.
Right now I can't imagine how my life will be without them, Their music mean so much to me, I can't describe how special it is, it is so unique, and not like anthing else!! They are so special, I can't describe it! -
They have been a big part of my life in 3 years, and in the last 1 ½ year I have spend all my time on them, on making this blog, and writing news about them! And I have never become tired of it, I have loved it more than anything! I can't believe that this is the end, that it is not me getting tired of spending all my time on this blog, but that it should end like this!
- In the last time, there have been people who actually read my blog, more than one time! And I thank you all, everyone who have read this blog, and followed it! It means just so much to me! Anything! I know it sounds crazy, and I don't even know you, but you mean so much to me! It means so much to me. Because I have been writing this blog, for you! Because you wanted to read it!
Thank you all, you're amazing!!

- In the future:
I don't believe these guys would never make music again! I know it will be a very tough time, right now, and there will probably go a really long time, where there will not happen anything. But guys, I'm so sure these guys will make music again. Maybe them all in a band again? Or maybe just some of them in a band? maybe with new members in it? And maybe just all alone! We can't know that right now. But I do not think these guys can live without making music, I think they want to make more! Maybe they just need a break? Or maybe they will do it, in a different way in the future!!

- But, I promise you, I will follow these guys! Even if they go each their way, and they will end up in 6 different bands, I will follow them, and I promise you, I will write about them here!!
I will also write about the concert in december!
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I will be at the Panik concert in Berlin the 9th december! I want to see them, for the first, and the last time! I can't live my life knowing that I never saw them! That I never heard they wonderful music, which means anything to me, live!

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This must be so horrible for Panik! They just can't go on! I think they just want to do this! Make their music!! But they can't! It must be horrible!
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I still hope, and believe, that these guys will start making music again!
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